It’s no good feeling if you go the hospital to vis…

It’s no good feeling if you go the hospital to visit your mom and you step into her room and her bed isn’t there. Forced a bit of a whirlwind of adrenaline through my body when it happened to me today. She had an operation concerning the carotid and they kept her in intensive care for today. That’s were me and my sister found her. It took another fifteen minutes of waiting without any information before we were allowed in there. Fifteen minutes can be pretty long. I can’t tell you how totally thankful and happy I am that she’s only a bit weak but recovering quickly. It’s far to soon for her to leave. She had so much bad times in her life that I want her to enjoy many more of those happier years now. She so deserves it. She’s such a courageous and tough little old lady. I love her.

SAD AUDIOPETS MIX #02 online MP3 Cover.jpg in h…


Cover.jpg in hi-res


“There is thunder in our heart, baby”

Nostalgia 77: Seven Nation Army (White Stripes)
Last Town Chorus: Do You Really Want To Hurt Me (Culture Club)
Pavement: Killing Moon (Echo & The Bunnymen)
Placebo: Running Up That Hill (Kate Bush)
Nouvelle Vague: Melt With You (Modern English)
Iron & Wine: Such Great Heights (Postal Service)
André Hermann Düne: Smalltown Boy (Bronski Beat)
Cat Power: Schizophrenia (Sonic Youth)

SAD AUDIOPETS MIXES Goodies from the audiopets ra…


Goodies from the audiopets radio show on radio z I did last night: I mp3d this sad song special editing out my spoken words and exchanged some songs for some I didn’t have time to play. If you wonder why this sounds more like autumn or winter mood: Here in Nürnberg it’s been raining all day yesterday and after the show (that was on from midnight to two a.m.) I walked home for longer than an hour through the heavy rain without umbrella or raincoat. It felt awesome to become slowly drenched to the core while walking through dark streets and listening to slow and sad songs. Here’s the soundtrack, try it too but don’t forget to take some Umckaloabo or Echinacea afterwards! 😉

There will be four mixes, each ca. 30 minutes long.
Each will be up for one week, incl. cover jpg.

Cover.jpg in hi-res


“I woke up and one of us was crying”

Four Tet: Iron Man /black sabbath (V.A.: Everything Comes And Goes)
Arthur Russell: A Little Lost (World Of Arthur Russell)
Fireside: Beautiful Island, Ugly Natives (Hello Kids)
Dinosaur Jr.: Thumb (Green Mind)
Elvis Costello: I Want You (Blood & Chocolate)
Disposable Heroes Of Hiphoprisy: Music & Politics (Hypocrisy Is The Greatest Luxury)
Joanna Newsom: This Side Of The Blue (The Milk-Eyed Mender)
Willis: Word Up /cameo (V.A.: Rewind 4)

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sad audiopets mix #02
“There is thunder in our hearts, baby”
will include cover versions by Nostalgia 77, Pavement, Iron & Wine etc.

sad audiopets mix #03
“When our hands touch under water I’m as sharp as broken glass”
will include emo as emo can be songs by Karate, Mineral, Codeine, Antony & The Johnsons etc.

sad audiopets mix #04
“The sound of laughter makes you sick”
will include some real dark tunes by Bitch Magnet, NIN, Human League, Bonnie Prince Billy etc.

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‘mixed’ by eve massacre

artwork copywronged from (some really beautiful pictures on there!)

Like always: if you like what you hear please buy the albums and support the artists!